Nothing good ever happens after 2 AM.

[chibirhm]

Dear Self,

Do not taunt the trolls, for they are sluggish in the brain and incapable of taking criticism, no matter how valid it may be. Also, next time you have several points to refute an argument, use the ones you know are true instead of the one that sounds the best but you're too lazy to double-check. That was fucking dumb of you.

Love,
Me



Dear last night's Hawaii 5-0,

So, I'm gonna watch you for the ten trillionth time, mostly because this will never stop being hilarious to me:



EX-NAVY SEAL COMMANDER STEVE MCGARRETT: DRINKIN' TEA LIKE A BOSS.

You are so beautiful to me,
Me



Dear Friendslist,

So, how do you feel about an art nouveau picspam? Because I realized as I was creating posts for tumblr that I have like twenty bazillion pieces of art saved that are all ASLKFJSLKFJS and does anyone share my nerdiness? Or is that just me? Would you guys like a picspam? Because I could easily do a picspam of that and/or Japanese woodcuts. I don't really have anything coherent or witty to say about them, I'd just post a bunch of different links to artists and then be all !!!!!!!!!!! a lot.

BUT SERIOUSLY:



THIS SHIT IS DOPE.

Nerdily,
Me



Dear Dishes,

I really don't want to do you.

No love,
Me

Comments

[thisissirius.livejournal.com]

LEAVE THE TROLLS ALONE, BB. YOU ARE BETTER THAN THEM.

[chibirhm.livejournal.com]

I KNOW BUT THEY ARE AGGRAVATING AND I ALWAYS HAVE BEEN BAD AT LETTING THINGS LIE. D:

[thisissirius.livejournal.com]

I KNOW, BB, BUT YOU WORTH SO MUCH MORE THAN THEIR PETTINESS.

[chibirhm.livejournal.com]

I think what bothers me the most is two things. One, a basic grasp of sarcasm. I mean, I would think I was deranged too, if I was totally unable to comprehend that not everything I say is 10000% in earnest. And two, the whole mental illness/thinking I have Aspergers thing. lksajdflaksdjfl. I have been abundantly clear on what I do and do not have wrong with my brain, and that is not one of the things. And armchari psychology and rampant diagnosing of people you DON'T EVEN KNOW with these grand sweeping OH THEY ARE DIFFERENT THAN ME THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THEIR BRAINS is such a pet peeve of mine I cannot even. THIS IS A LONG-HELD PSYCHOLOGY RANT YOU DO NOT WANT TO HEAR.

Though I do appreciate the irony of someone on an anonymous meme dedicated to bitchiness accusing me of social retardation. Yes, clearly. Why didn't I have the dignity to make my points anonymously!??! GOD I AM SUCH A FAILURE.

[thisissirius.livejournal.com]

i stopped reading when they got into aspergers because i was like WTF, HOW IS THAT EVEN... it didnt even make sense and they're talking about something they dont know ANYTHING about. hahaha, I KNOW, RIGHT? it's just - idgi anything about that meme.

[chibirhm.livejournal.com]

What got me is like WELL IF SHE'S CRAZY AND OFF HER MEDS.... Yes. Yes, I go crazy when my ADD ISN'T MEDICATED. If they had never met someone with ADD I MAYBE would excuse them for thinking such a patently ridiculous thing, but fucking everyone has ADD.

Also, I've mentioned my two other problems - anxiety and depression. Even if I went off my meds for those, those ALSO would have no effect on my social skills. There's this giant belief that when someone has something psychologically wrong with them (which, uh, everyone does to some extent) that means they're, like, ~CRAZY SCHIZOPHRENIC AND SEE THINGS AND DO CRAZY SHIT~. Which is just so... ugh. UGH. WHY DON'T PEOPLE FUCKING WIKIPEDIA THINGS AT THE VERY LEAST.

[thisissirius.livejournal.com]

There's this giant belief that when someone has something psychologically wrong with them

tell me about it. when i was taking my meds, if i skipped one and went into work they would be all OMG ARE YOU GOING TO BE OKAY? ARE YOU GOING TO CRY? ARE YOU SURE YOU DONT WANT TO GO HOME?

i was like; WTF DO YOU THINK IS WRONG WITH ME? like i'll fall apart at the seams or something. it pissed me off so i can see why you are now :/

[chibirhm.livejournal.com]

I know, right? It's like, Jesus Christ, just imagine I have a really annoying cold and forgot to take my decongestants. I can get through it just fine, it's just not going to feel too great. BLERGH. If I could have one wish about what I would like a real attitude change about in our society, it's being psychologically atypical. 90% of the stress and problems I have with this don't come from me at all, but from fielding other people's problems with my problems that I DO NOT EVEN FIND THAT PROBLEMATIC.